I Am Not a Robot

I am not a robot,

Not anymore.

I once was a child of metal

Colder on the inside than out,

You pointed it out to me

In one of our rare arguments.

It hurt me

More than anything said before.

I am no longer a robot

But you’re not here to see.

The Word

A word you said,

My dearest name,

Turn tainted in her mouth.

The witch’s apple,

Laertes’ sword,

All through her lips turned.

Words once so valuable uttered around your teeth,

Turned so putrid hissed through her fangs.

And with it

My love.

I Forgot

It happened today.

I knew it would.

I forgot for a moment.

I forgot that you hurt me.

I forgot that it hurts to look at you

Or think about you

Or be near you.

I forgot how much I miss you

And I spoke to you.

Then it all came back,

But now it’s so much worse.

Killer of Who?

I feel like time just slowed

Like it isn’t moving right

I wonder if I’ll make it

To see day turn to night.

I don’t know why I’m like this

Never quite there

Like when you talk

I just can’t seem to care.

They say stress is a killer

Breaking all things inside

I’ve just run out of pills

And there is nowhere to hide.

Cravings

My body craves your touch.

My breasts crave to be held

     My back craves to arch

              My legs crave to be spread

                     My hair craves to be pulled

                            My hands crave to be held

                                   My body craves to tense

                                          My mouth craves to moan

                                                 My stomach craves to flutter

                                                        My heart craves to stop

                                         I

                                                Crave

                                                             You

Sometimes

My body is weird.

Sometimes it wants to be held,

Sometimes it wants to be grabbed.

Sometimes it craves sex,

But sometimes it just wants to cuddle.

Sometimes it wants be left alone,

But mostly it just wants you.

Amor

Negativity is all I have anymore.
¿Está ese porque no tengo un amor?
Do I need love to continue my way?
¿Comó estoy obtener hay?